{ NO IDEA.

I don’t know where I’m going to be next year, in the next 2, 5, 10, 15 years. And I’m happy to know that all I know is that every year, something is bound to change. People tell me, ‘don’t ever change’, but I must say, I’m sorry, but change is inevitable, though not something everyone loves, it happens. Life happens.
And that’s how I look at my life. It just happens. The phrase ‘Shit happens’, doesn’t really make sense to me at all. It was the attitude I carried with me before, everyday, because that’s exactly how I felt about everyone and everything around me. As I grew older, hitting every curve ball that was thrown, I realized everything bad and rough that ever happened to me felt like crap; made me want to take my own life.
Through it all, though, I realized that’s the way life is. All the ‘shit’ I have endured was life’s way of telling me there’s going to be even better crap coming around the corner. Life makes shit happen. And I know I’m not the only one who asks why it has to be like that. Well ask yourself this; Would you be where you are today, if you didn’t have to go through hell and back a couple times? .. and No, I know I wouldn’t be.
So here I am, living life as hard and simple as it may be, but happy enough to be given the chances of it all. I don’t care how much I may complain and bitch about my life sucking. I love my life. I love everyone and everything in it. I learned to be grateful for everything, and that itself, made me really happy. Maybe you should be too.

